When I look back……
It’s the day, I feel I have reached somewhere, it’s the day I feel I have got something to say. Today, I feel that I have a reason to smile and be happy. It’s the day, I just want to go around and share my happiness. It’s the day, I don’t feel trapped in my thoughts anymore.
Today, when I see myself some years back, I see myself completely in a different state. I see myself complaining about the things that were never meant to happen. I see myself being sad and broken for the things and peoples who were never meant to be mine. I see myself craving for all those things that had a temporary effect on my life. Why was everything like that? What I lacked? Was it my immaturity? Was it my inability to understand the momentum?
Why I always felt that I was being ignored and rejected? Why I always felt that I was being away from something good? But, when I see now myself. When I see every change that has happened to me, all I can say is that every single moment I faced with broken heart, being ignored and away from good things. They were all preparation for something better that was going to happen to me. Everything bad that was going on with me was actually redirecting me towards a better me and a better future.
I learned it and learned it very hard way, that everything happens for some reason in our life. Sometimes it gives us immense pain, sometimes it hurts, I have experienced it’s very hard but at the end its all for the best. When we are in the moment of heat, we don’t think or understand why all these are happening with us but the almighty always has a better plan for us. He always has something surprise for us, we just need to have faith and patience.
The problem is that we never trust our willpower, we never know what we should hold and what we should leave. Most of the time, we keep holding all the temporary things and peoples in our life which keeps pinning us and hurts us. All we need is learn to let go. We may never understand our potential to do anything, but simply we need to trust our instinct. The hard work never goes in vain. I am just thankful for my struggles and hardships because without them I would never have been what I am and would have never stumbled across my strength.